1. Turned in my portfolio sketchbook today.

    I was feeling pretty good and pretty proud of some of the paintings I did in it… until I saw everyone else’s.  

    Picked up one, feeling pretty good… “Ooh this person has really clean and tight sketches.”

    Picked up another, feeling a little less adequate… “This person has excellent environments and color sense and is good at painting.” 

    Then another student came in with a sketchbook that he made himself.  He had toned paper and stamped dates, and a steampunk-themed cover with a working music box attached.  Plus, he had beautiful drawings inside.

    Then it was like, “Welp, it’s time for us to go.”

    Then I felt like I didn’t even try on my sketchbook.